Friday, February 25, 2022

Bittersweet

Imagine being a boy
But not quite a boy
That transition stage
Of adolensence when
You are not man but not
Boy

Imagine being a man
But not quite a man
That transition stage
Of adolensence when
You are not boy but not
Man

My brother, my sweet
Sweet brother once said
I don't see a man, when
I was that moment
Between

It sticks with you, those
Words

Friday, February 11, 2022

My sternum has calcified

I've been thinking about this for a few
Hours
My sternum turned to bone

All of a sudden

I knew a cat
With a similar
Condition

Sternum protruding
From his furry 
Chest

The vet said 
It was noting to
Worry

About

But I worried
And I am
Worried


Friday, January 28, 2022

I hope you are well. Take care.

 This is let me take a minute let me take a break
This is how we or do we take a break or can we 
Are you sure we can or this is how we do or are 
Are are are are are you are you are you are you
Over

Take a break

Friday, November 19, 2021

Dirty River

Rivers wash away
Carrying our shit
To who knows where
But who knows, knows
Where

There must have been
Some first human, bedecked
In naked who realized this
As he watched his shit 
Float

This was supposed to be
Pretty. This was supposed
To make me think of green
And leafy things, so strong
Crisp

Snapping against our legs
As we break the grass before
Us working so hard to reach
The shore where we can 
Shit

Sunday, November 07, 2021

Signifying nothing's Cabinet of Curiosities


I have an old lap top that I wasn't using, so I installed Linux on it, to revisit my fascination with computers, writing, and photography (among other things).  You can also find a live webcam, which calls back to the early days when I engaged in such foolishness.  All the devices on my home network at all named after birds, so here is in all its curious glory:  Signifying nothing's Cabinet of Curiosities (https://chickadee.signifyingnothing.us).

Friday, October 29, 2021

Never Realized Movie Plots #3 (Written While Driving Too Fast on the Freeway): RUNAWAY ROBOT

Scene opens on ROBOT running
Away, across a grey, meteor-pitted
Landscape

It is Ganymede, so there are flashes
Of green and blue and red in the grey
Ash

But mostly it is grey which makes it
Difficult to perceive ROBOT who is
Running

Away cross the screen, over the jagged
Pitted surface of a desolate moon of
Jupiter

The planet looms high in the black inky
Sky--washed out and pale since this was the
Fifities

But actually probably more accurate than
Our oversaturated present, with its wandering
Robots

Who are, technically, also running away
Without legs, of course, but with outlandish
Speed

ROBOT is running away from something
He may not even remember, since his memory
 Banks

Are full of pain and suffering of some kind
Inflicted on him on Ganymede by those who
Love

But ultimately hate him.  So he runs; he runs
And he is most assuredly crafted in metal to be
Male

He runs, this ROBOT with pencil thin legs
Radio head with yellow blinking light and
Antennae

And the scene fades as he runs, now a tiny
Glistering speck of metal against a vast, vast
Grey

Wednesday, October 13, 2021

Never Realized Movie Plots #2 (Imagined to be written on a grocery story receipt)

It is 1975
A solo dog runs across
Scene

Panning back 
The camera reveals
Wreckage

Two cars have
Collided, 70's
Cars

Big boxy beasts
With lots of plastic
Wood

And chrome, plastic
Chrome for miles and
Miles

Slumped over the
Wheel of one is Lucille
Ball

She was drunk, of course
Having just Tonight
Showed

In the day, because day
Filming and day
Drinking

And you would go to
A doctor and be offered
Scotch

The other driver is
Groucho escaping his
Abuser

70's TV comedy
Ensues with biopic
Pathos


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